Moody

Ok I bought my husband a webcam for while he is over in Afghanistan, he has had now for a month, So I was excepting to see him more then what I have. I have seen him a total of maybe 4 or 5 times, and he gets on everyday that he is not out on patrol. I don't mind him letting people use it but I bought it for US mainly ME (lol) but no he lets everyone else use it but noone would let him use theirs when he asked... So it makes me really upset because there are days I just need to see him and I ask where the webcam is and he says ''oh I am letting so an so use it'' Does he not care if he gets to see me? does he think it is ok if we just talk? I love talking to him on't get me wrong but I would much rather see him then just talk all the time. I need to see him more then just talk, I just hate how he lets everyone use the webcam like he doesn't know how to tell them to tell their wives to go out and buy one like I had too. I don't want to be mad at him but how can I not be when he does that, it just makes me really upset. I know it shouldn't but it does. So I guess I will be moody a lot because he is going to keep doing it..

My baby

This right here is my handsome/sexy husband in uniform... he is over in afghanistan right now he is a gunner for now but soon he will be promoted to specialist so yay!! he is very cocky but confident and just think 10 years ago he use to be very shy nope not now, now he is very out spoken and is not afraid of anything or anyone but sometimes that can get you in trouble but he knows what he is doing he WILL come home safe that I know because the good lord above is watchig over him everyday.

My world

This is the love of my life, I would be lost without him not that it takes someone to complete me but he is a very BIG part of my life. He is the father of the most wonderful kids we have, he is loving, sweet, romantic, adorable, handsome, Mr right, amazing and just simply my everything. He is our kids and my HERO I could not have asked god for a better soul mate. I will always love William M Bussy til the day I die. I really don't know what I did to deserve him because he is such an amazing man he loves me for who I am, he doesn't try to change me to be someone else he loves the fact I am a dork and can admit it he loves me for my goofy sense of humor, My big beautiful eyes, My smile My heart my personality he just loves me for me and I can not thank him enough for that. I love him he makes me feel safe, secure warm and everything in between. I can not explain in words what he means to me I guess I could just say he means the world to me. I would take a bullet for him. I would jump out in front of a bus to save him. I would die to save him. I love him to the moon and back... Irly&Irmy William Bussy

Finally

I got to talk to my husband on skype today, I always enjoy seeing is handsome face, when I actually get to see him it helps me know that he is ok and somewhat sane lol. I love saying hello but I also know with a hello there is always a good bye and really I don't know why they call it ''Goodbye'' because there is nothing good about saying bye to your husband who is in a war zone and who is 3000 miles away. When he has to get off because he only gets 30 mins with me yea thats right I said ONLY 30 mins when he has to go I stare at the sign off symbol for like 5 mins to make sure he really is gone for the day/night it is so hard and I don't know why I put myself through it sometimes but my heart breaks everytime we say Not goodbye but just bye I think I am going to tell him I want to start saying I'll be seeing you instead of goodbye because then we are saying bye on a different level. I love skype and the fact that it is FREE!! I would go insane if I was not able to see him atleast once a week, but luckily I get to see him everyday when he is not out on patrol. I thought it was going to be like basic where I was lucky if I got to talk to him once a month but deployment is better in some ways like he gets to call me really when he wants do skype when he has free time just the only different thing is he is 3000 miles away and not in the United States obviously....

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I will say this much My days go by very fast with these two. Even though my little girl is only 3 months, My son makes up for the rest lol he keeps me on my feet from the time he gets up til the time he goes to bed. I love it tho. I would not trade it for the world. I just keep thinking I don't want them getting bigger but they are. I mean it feels jus like yesterday I was giving birth to Addelynne and now here she is 3 months before I know it we will be waiting at the airport to pick up daddy for R&R leave she will be 10 months old.

Funny but Not..

It is funny. I was talking to William (my husband) on skype like two weeks ago. My son Branson was not listening to me. I kept telling him no he just would not listen to me, so then William who remind you is 3000 miles away told him to stop what he was doing and not to do it again... HE LISTENED and he has not done it again. Not that I am mad but come on he listen to his daddy who is in another world just about, but he wouldn't listen to me who is in the same room as him ??. My son can be a terror he is going to be one of those kids that will need authority in his life or he will be a trouble maker. I mean I am doing both jobs being a mommy and daddy and I must say it is NOT easy.. not that I want it to be, but it would be nice to have a break every now and then. I am doing the best I can for only being ONE person. I will admit it would be a whole lot easier if William was here. I love my husband for stepping up and being a man and providing for his family but I do hate that he is 3000 miles away.

The army wife

I'm a rare and unique breed of woman, I have many good opportunitiesthat other wives do not have, I also has responsibilies and hardships heaped upon me that other wives couln't cope with. Simply I understands my role as an Army wife, I have inherent responsibilitiy to other army wives and that I to indeed are part of the army, I feel the pride of belonging to the army team and recongnize that I am too the repersentative of the amry and the UNITED STATES just as my husband is... There is no other woman in the world like the army wife.

You think you know

But you have no idea

I know love on an entirely different level then most. I know the love that spans time and space. The love that most people constantly search for. I'm one of the girls who is and will be waiting months for a single kiss: a kiss that will make the months apart worth every second. I'm one of the silent. But outgoing: weak. But strong: scared. But greatful: I'm one of those girls: The girl who stands tall behind her soldier. The girl who stands strong behind her husband as he does the job he loves.

♥♥♥PROUD ARMY WIFE♥♥♥

First day gone

My husband left for Afghanistan April 12th 2010, he left 22 days after his daughter was born. I was driving back down to Florida to live with my parent, since this is my 1st deployment and because I had a 14 month old and a newborn. I was a total wreck.. I told everyone I was okay when really I wasn't. I must say being a military wife shows you how strong you really are and shows you how independent you must be, there is no ''honey can you go get me arbys'' it's you put the kids in the car yourself and go. I have learned to be more dependant on myself then others. I have learned to handle stress a little different then others. I have learned to just keep my mouth shut when it come to the military.. nothing is final until the last day..