Finally

I got to talk to my husband on skype today, I always enjoy seeing is handsome face, when I actually get to see him it helps me know that he is ok and somewhat sane lol. I love saying hello but I also know with a hello there is always a good bye and really I don't know why they call it ''Goodbye'' because there is nothing good about saying bye to your husband who is in a war zone and who is 3000 miles away. When he has to get off because he only gets 30 mins with me yea thats right I said ONLY 30 mins when he has to go I stare at the sign off symbol for like 5 mins to make sure he really is gone for the day/night it is so hard and I don't know why I put myself through it sometimes but my heart breaks everytime we say Not goodbye but just bye I think I am going to tell him I want to start saying I'll be seeing you instead of goodbye because then we are saying bye on a different level. I love skype and the fact that it is FREE!! I would go insane if I was not able to see him atleast once a week, but luckily I get to see him everyday when he is not out on patrol. I thought it was going to be like basic where I was lucky if I got to talk to him once a month but deployment is better in some ways like he gets to call me really when he wants do skype when he has free time just the only different thing is he is 3000 miles away and not in the United States obviously....