Sad, Depressed, and anything in-between

I was talking to My husband (William) and, he told me he probably wont be getting R&R. I am very upset right now, I don't have any words to describe how I am feeling right now... I just don't understand how the Army can be so crule, to us army family... I thought the military ws family friendly? So when they do something like this, it makes me think twice. The military DOES NOT care about us family members at all. I really need to see my husband... If he doesn't get R&R, that means I will have to go a whole year with out seeing him, touching, kissing, hugging him. I know I am a strong woman, but really? You expect me to just sit here and be ok with not seeing my husband... WTF... well before I write a book I better go bc I am very pissed and depressed so I will leave with this I HATE THE ARMY... I HATE DEPLOYMENT.